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Awakening Woman
for Puku
She watches the ocean burning in the somnolent sunset
Her ancient eyes quietly beholding
The fiery wings of the horizon.
She smiles at this beauty
That is her oldest friend
And yet
Always her ever-new one,
Wondering with what magic
Such renewal of reverence occurs
Knowing even deeper that no words
Can ever comprehend
This key to eternity.
The waves purr, confiding in her
She listens intently:
‘Change is coming’ they swirl
‘The time has come to honour you,
Oh, Great Mother.’
She closes her eyes
And nods a gentle assent
As the waves begin to chant
Worshipful, watery mantras.
She rises to her feet
Nestling her toes in the deliciously warm sand
And imagines roots, strong, sylvan sinews, growing from them
Plunging deep into the boiling land
Alighting toward the golden molten core
Toward Her heart, beating each year
With the pulse of seasons, the songs of harvests
And there
She connects.
She remains as thus
Bridling her being
To the throbs of the Centre
As her spine stretches out ever so slightly
Aligning itself in perfect symmetry.
Her roots begin to suckle
And her body begins to be filled with harmony
Uniting her most disparate worries
Her most dissonant desires
In an axis of illuminated intention
Soaking her with numinous strength.
She opens her aqueous eyes and stares aloft
Tracing trails of starry crumbs
Reading the poetry in their flickering light
As the mild wind billows through her hair
Tickling her ears with breathy kisses.
She stands
Heaven and Earth wedding in her heart
And she giggles faintly
As her spirit tingles
With the sighs of inner-alchemy achieved
Awakening the sleeping nectar
Waiting in the essence.
She closes her eyes
As the last fire flowers
Lick the sky before retreating
Into the dim dusk.
She feels for the waves
Pets them motherly with her silent hopes;
Feels them
Coming and going,
The blood of the Earth,
The mysterious magnetism of water
Oh, promulgating the law of attraction,
Oh, the charter of love and freedom.
She feels the auburn sea of her own blood flowing
Her own breath in and out
Just like the susurrus waves
In a dance of elated animation.
Her body begins to melt
Inside becomes out,
Embracing the emptiness
Hidden within its every pore
Finding presence in space
Peace in timelessness
Where bellows the thirsts
Of angels.
She breathes in the final flicker
Of the solar hymn
Exhales moonlight,
Wraps her arms around the Earth
As a tear joyously cascades from her eye
Down to the infinite grains of sand
Holding out their pearly hands outstretched
In welcoming celebration.
She sighs a sigh of utmost serenity
Pours out all of her mind’s mumbles
Into the airy hands around her
Falling back into the hammock of her heart
Strung between Venus and Mars;
‘Yes’ she thinks with a honeyed smile whirling on her lips
‘It’s time I changed things…’
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Healing Woman
for Alanna
She stares up at the crystal canopies of the ice-kissed pines
Resplendent in the colourful anthem of morning light
Her magical mind wandering and wondering
If heaven is not location
But a state of being…
She floats past the trees
A giant snowflake of shimmering symmetry;
Shining intricacies of exquisite creativity
Natural divinity, sacralised geometries…
Oh, it is morning indeed
And this is how she wakes
Bridled to the birthless harmonies
Of Mother’s dreamy verse
Remembering
That she is child of sweet mystery;
Ah, the aroma of rebirth in the piney perfume
The whiff of dancing eternity
Enticing her to source…
She smiles
Sunflowers bloom from the garden behind her navel
Emblazoned, solar-kissed petals rise
Her heart glows, a crystal ember woven of golden yarn
Stretching from her to the centre of the universe
Where a secret sun sings a love-song to her
Forever…
The flowers traverse the crest of where her heart’s jungle begins,
An ancient tantric temple, secret to High Tantrikas, AUMs somewhere
in the whirling, verdant centre.
A pageantry of sacred devas busy adorning it to celebrate an eclipse
A tryst of Moon and Sun
A parade of polarities sighing and tying grooves into
An amatory amalgamation,
Drawing all that is disparate and dissonant into the harmony of its will
To make unison
A way of life.
She sings a poem she loves that takes her home,
With all the colours tucked in her pocket,
Nestling near the rainbow coiling up and round her spine;
A shining thread
Knitting the quilt she has titled ‘Heavenly Earth’.
The child in her (the wild in her)
Is awakening;
Running free, swinging with glee
With feet dipping into the pool of Sky
That washes them with the reverent tears of its rain
Delighting in the constellation of her laughter
That mirrors the passion poems of the cosmos.
The morning light tousles her ravenous hair
As her hands brush ancient trees
And there her touch expands, foments
Past bark, into the nectarous hope within
That draws down the winged inspirations
Of Heaven’s harmonies to seed in Gaia’s oracular womb.
The wintry wind sings a silvery psalm:
‘Open your eyes to eternity’
As It dances past her,
Dipping down in the distance to scoop up some snow
And toss it in the waiting hands of Ether,
Who is jubilantly singing the circle of life.
She slows her footsteps, listens intently to each crunch of her feet in the snow
Making a bride of her breath,
As her presence dilates its infinite horizon, fulfilling not only
The galaxy of her body but spreading out to come one
With the surrounding wonderland of white-wept forest
And the blue balm of the sky urging her imagination
To alight to her Queendom’s throne.
She marvels
At just how far and vast feeling goes now
And humbly bows her head to the diligence that has rewarded her
With mystical delights, and glimpses of nirvana;
Each breath she blesses as it pours through the temple gates of her throat
To mingle with the aria she conducts in the concert within;
A cardinal flitting by
Its avian ears perked up hears
The celestial music her prana makes as it flows through her nadis
Toning the marma points where it surfaces
Like an immense diamond dream-catcher, chiming the visions
Of beautiful innocence reborn by illumined love.
It chirps to her:
‘What a beautiful melody you are, m’lady’
Before singing a high pitch to tune her brow chakra
Making her eyes winged.
She must stop to lean against a tree
And let these smiling tears
Skydive from her eyes:
They leap into the brisk air
Making acrobatic flips and angelic poses as they fall
Lucid with laughter
Into the snowy ground
That catches them with open arms, and then rocks them back and forth
Like a babe, kissing them, and murmuring:
‘How I have been longing for you…’
She wants to simply melt away and join all this rapturous chatter
Of birds and trees
Lambent light and flowing freeze
All the voices of the little world
And as she wills, part of her does
And then even tears are not enough...
She looks up to the sky
And with her soaring eyes finds his beloved face there
Dangling from celestial light
Weeping joyously with her, in trust of the journey they have both traveled
Through bliss and tragedy, brokenness and healing;
She closes her eyes and feels his misty hands caressing her slivered heart
As a wisdom whispers in her whirling mind:
‘The heart breaks to open wider’
…
She laughs like a golden age
As the waves of her love reach out,
Relentless and bold like a wild, ignited ocean
Everlasting with the ecstatic intent
To wrap Its radiant arms
Around the universe…
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Cherishing Woman
for Michelle
She surveys the flat, hands on hips with that ready-to-create-look on her face
Eyes beaming such light from Her Heart, a whisper of eternity;
A knowing-how.
Today is cleaning day, one of many tasks she’ll complete
Her notepad has a holy list and with each check she shall affirm herself successful
--Ambition, love-inspired, is her.
She is off: first to the streetcar, on which poignant nights in the city
She rides for hours, to knit for someone in her family or fields of friends,
Knitting as well the fabric of her life as One in healing serenity;
With contemplative reflection
She tousles wisdom to experience, fetching them in harmonious stich:
What a colourful beingness she makes!
At the essential store, she walks the aisles like a swan navigating driftwood,
Grace is her, as the attends to choosing the nourishment to make them strong, bold and pure;
Clear,
So the light within can spread without, without impediments of dampness
And the ignorance of balance:
Sustainer of The Law of Light and Water—Energy and Essence;
Yin-Yanging and making wholeness.
Even though there is a particular brand of person shopping in this store
She is even then distinguished in her exotic and immense know-how
In the wisdom of studied nutrition, herbal salving and the variety of cultural nuance;
A path of mastery she strides and here delights in making of the foods of the world
A united nation
Based on sensuality and generosity:
Heavenly!
Sorceress of Sesame Oil, Maiden of Miso, Wizardress of Wakame,
Angel of Avocado-Cocoa Pudding
…No title will do
For it is ever-changing
Let her simply be
A relentless beauty…
Laden, she embarks on the returning current
Back to hearth-home with Heart (Always).
She listens to an old choral piece on her headphones on the streetcar
Marvelling at the wondrously nestled harmonies
As she too looks on at the bursting green trees dotting the streets
And the blaze of summer
Streaking with passion;
She recalls singing the song, amongst her choir family,
The inconceivably sweet pulses from time to time
When they all converged into something so in unison
That all their bodies disappeared
As their voice soared to kiss the sky!
Home
And another glance with a solar hymn of a smile
Of the loveliness to create, in cleansing and cooking, in mending and making.
Groceries are laid on counters, washed and some tucked into the fridge;
Water is poured into a pot and set to boil, kale cleaned and chopped, and carrots, celery, broccoli…
Writing the prelude to another masterpiece—kitchen transmuting into temple of alchemy; sanctuary of sweetness, not by the artifice of refined sugars
But the abundance streaming from her hands like rivers of Light,
Reaching from her ocean of luminosity,
From her centre of universe, resplendently giving life as warmth and rhythm.
In magical tandem
She goes about cleaning with an impeccable eye to crafting energy in space
Every corner a birthplace for the love of her task, the baking of ardour, the warming of Home,
A word she knows so deeply, in whichever space that the journey may take her,
--People move, and yet her radiant attention wavers not…
Whomever walks through the door, no matter how subtle, will register with a tinge of joy
By the majesty of this space she has woven:
That her intention and pride,
Oh what she makes alive!
She recalls the gift for him and places it neatly and tenderly on the bed:
She thinks-feels: ‘Tonight I will make of love a dance of the surest and most elevated kind;
A storm in the bedroom, a tsunami to cleave to in surrender
That will wash us to new shores of affection and connection…’
There is a song for lucky men like this
In fact, it was written for them…
She returns to her arts (never duties for she has transcended)
And in them she finds excellency of her self
The grace of movement inspired and excitedly giving
Rambunctious with giving; a joy in it she knows more than anything as her truth.
And with that thought, she sends out a ray of light
That explodes like a firework in the ether surrounding,
Streams of radiance jetting at unbelievable, instantaneous speeds to a network of friends and family
Who all at once recall her, wherever they may be,
And smile as if just gifted…
Bridling to her being, a growing and glowing nebula
She as pillar of light blazing ever-brighter, glowing the glow to greatness
Saving the world in the secret way
By which stars are born;
Virtue Her
The
Essence.
Home shined, Meal magnificently made
She stands back in marvel and accomplishment
To breath the wondrous vibration she’s made, she’s sharing in,
And that smile blooms,
Like an ancient flower in the peak of Springtime
Saying to the world:
What beauty it all is!
Her eyes dilate
Like the arms of a mother
To affirm to a child
Of the truth of this universe
Of the love that is endless and endlessly made
And with that the room is utterly lit
As if a thousand candles decided to hold hands in affectionate circle
The pillar of goldenness that she is
Wavering beauteously
Tickling the stars and
The heart that is Earth…
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Joyful Woman (For MM)
11:16
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Joyful Woman
For Megan-Marie
She places a hand on the tree, lovingly
Closing her eyes to open
Eye…
Casts her mind within its knobby trunk and at ONCE
Is carried into flowing alchemy--
Earthy-heaven currents mingling-musing;
Sky-songs burrowing to ground, uplifting sighs of core and creation.
She trembles into, with every branch, alighting in every leaf
And her smile—happy hue/seraphic symbol—
Sparkles and blossoms, like a flower tended adoringly by stars, whirling on a face
That is the wedding bed of Jubilance & Grace.
She opens her dazzled eyes, awe pouring forth to bridle,
Gratitude to tree!
She moves close, arms surrounding, petting with a kiss
This sacred-song of a creature…melting; blurring flesh and wind;
A fizzling and fervour; testament to the tousle--Truth…
She returns to her mat laid on the grass
And takes in the hearty environs of the park,
Proud nymph of lambent land,
Surveying the possibilities of this paradise:
The gamboling giggles of children surrendered to play,
The magical musical that birds put on in infinite acts,
The boisterous bloom of verdant.
She breathes in deeply
Air and everywhere—
Her eyes keen, her smile soft, a murmuring fire churning
In a thrill and throb of impassioned centre
Knowing that this peace bestowed here is something
She will spend her entire life fighting for, tending,
Growing its light.
She kneels down, composing her legs to either side of her hips, rising the wick atop her spine to be lit divine, shoulders rolling back--waterfalling, chest pulsing forward as flag, flaxen hair billowing in the wind as ode--to freedom, beauty wise and timeless
Virasana: embarking on the heroic journey of the great weaving, cajoling harmony, the luminous will inspired to make oneness, eternally…
She caresses her breath by the deep, loving pull of her belly,
As if licking a lover; as if a finger perusing scripture.
She rises above the rushing rivers of thought, levitates as witness beyond them,
Ah, free, she gasps within, lighting the incense of a secret smile…
Coalesced, she opens again to the world outside, beaming with breath, focused on
Everything…
She comes to standing at the top of her mat, allowing her awareness to pour into the tributaries of light weaving her being into sweet symphony; feeling the rush-ripple-revelry of body acknowledged; of fully-embraced. She suckles the Earth below with the arches of her feet; her heart hoisted; her spine, assuaged by luminous awareness, lengthens its bridge between heaven and earth.
Channels open and flood with starry arias, that nimbly kiss and tickle the seeds of wisdom planted in her body, crying out, ecstatically, for wakefulness…her eyes shining as the joy of her nature is a ‘revealing, and that smile (of course, of course…)
Tadasana:
the zephyr tickles her in test and testament, cooing as it rubs her aura, finding no flinch or bewitchdom by its touch, but only the slightest of slight gravity-defiant lips, curling upwards, in quiet, breathy hello
mountainous, myriad, marvelling…she.
She enters into the flow of asana; the ocean of mastery; the sequential initiations roused when mind comes into the grooves of body, and sighs electric abound:
SUN is saluted,
With reverent songs of gliding limbs, opening heart, lunging faith, growing heat, fervent will…She morphs into warriors, with the keenest of smiles lighting her eyes that shoot beyond fingertips in lazer-guided gaze that would hold their focus despite any distraction, aspiring to be unconditional, to lift the laden with a look that says I will not waver in my belief in you…
Wars burning away by the fire of love…
She wrings her spine, twisting, tousling, trysting her body and mind in a dazzling dance; a joy ever-glowing in all the triumphs of knowing in body despite the challenging stiffness, the frolicking with blockages, both psychic and muscular…
I will not waver in my belief in you…only this time it’s for herself…
Not a pose that can pull her away from Her;
Not a sensation that can glue her to judgment,
Not a thought than can dissuade her from NOW
Simply
An effervescent
Burning-blazing passion
To be fully and completely
Ultimate
In the face of All.
The Sun passes some and gradually her union dance slows, flows
Into grounded fragrances emitted by the nourished lotus flowers celebrating her spine;
Slowly finding herself in the stillness in corpse pose (savasana)—the tomb-womb that arcs into the unknown to rebirth the body-mind in the haunting gesture of end…
And yet,
Her dynamism is everthere as she ardently surrenders her body to the melt,
Steadying her mind in expansive space,
Nimbly soaring overtop seas of thoughts, freeeeeeeeeee.
In this stillness comes the noise that is per usually noiseless, hid in the muck of the mundane race of minds and mazes, yet
Here, where all maelstrom is released, the lurking in the shadows inevitably finds itself shown: she feels thusly the soft moan of a youthful aspect, an innocence
Unlearned in how to leap from the crackling nest and believe the wisdom of wings;
He was supposed to teach me…she says to a phantom that passes like a comet across her inner-world
And all at once, the wounds howl in a convolution of anger, betrayal, misery, Longingness dismays her
Surrounded by a blanket of tremulous fragility, she begins to run,
Her deep shakes, the moans of her innocence conflagrate into cries…
But then, when all seems so lost and abandoned and the darkness reaches a seeming triumph, a glint of light shines in, a straight and fierce luminous line from above
She stops her rampant legs as the light hits the convergence between brows
And she streams with the light to its origin, up and up, to a blazing radiance
Of a thousand suns, and the knowing that
This
Is
What She Really Is
As she hears the sound of her breath, like an oceanic murmur, tumbling in and out
I will not waver….
The cries return to moaning and then,
To tender sniffles
As she sees herself
As lost, little girl, cocooned with knees pressed in defense to chest
She bends down and parts the flaxen hair her of this little one, rubs a tear away
As she meets the shivering eyes of her lost innocence
With that starstruck smile of hers
Raising the same in this girl.
She wraps infinite arms round her
Holding her, melting her into her heart
Feeling what was stagnant move again through her
Wholeness…
She opens her eyes unto the world
And meets the rays of the Sun—of the Father
Shining on her face
And she feels him present in the warm
Brimming on her skin
She rustles her limbs gently
Turns to a side to nestle in fetal position
Loving herself up to a seat
She marvels at the world around her, the beauty that can never be fully expressed
And she smiles
Sounding the joy within
Knowing that there’s not a thing
that can persuade her
otherwise…
not…
a…
thing…
…that can waver her belief…
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Sacred Woman
for Clarity
She mindfully dabs her finger
in the bronze chalice before her holding the crimson blood of her moon.
Her fingertip gently fizzles
The most subtle nuance of energetic embodiment
Warbling with sacred power
That she by her ardent yogic devotions
Can ascertain
Her body sensitized
Woke beyond the benumbed doldrums
That modernity persecutes the common lot with.
She brings her finger to touch the holy place between her eyebrows
Anointing her inner-vision
As she closes her eyes
And feels the tingling of her moonblood
tickling awake her inner-sight;
singing a hymn through the secret channel from forehead
to pineal gland
which trembles with soft delight.
She rests her hands on her thighs
as the morning sun emerges from behind a cloud
Piercing through the window to adorn her naked body in golden warmth
She sighs deeply, drinking succulently with her skin the majesty of the masculine,
The hymn of Fire, the hubris of cosmic, luminous penetration.
She pulls it deeper inside of her
Her awareness brazenly grasping shafts of light
Thrusting them confidently into her hungry body
yearning ever for the tryst of yin-yang
to bellow in the temple of her heart, roar with the love;
Light’s essence; Eternity’s marrow.
She tenderly embraces her body
with the encompassing gossamer of her soul’s ethereal delight,
feeling speckles of dancing density and glimmers of levity.
She goes to any heaviness within
with assiduous affection of awareness,
cajoling herself to wholeness; tickling stagnation to flow.
She opens her dark, witchy eyes (sweetly fierce, fiercely sweet)
and gazes with a swooning reverence at her altar.
She marvels at the galactic wings of Isis,
feeling at once a ray of her heart tumbling into infinity;
An aria of her Aquarian soul, singing like a siren to Eternity’s enchantments.
Her spine rises by sight of Kali and her own rage boils,
Shooting through her meridians with such might
That she loses herself for a moment in a cacophony of besieging memories
That strike the citadel of her heart with an array of weapons.
She bends over to seek the comfort of Earth, Gaia, Sophia, Mother
…and tears come, streaming down her eyes,
as fire and water dance a chaotic waltz in the storm that has become her soul.
The sadness quivers with a relentless tenderness
which she mistakes as pain, so she thrusts her anger upon it…
But it is no use, like throwing a stick into a river
She is carried away…
Kwan-Yin billows through the wall
with a thousand shining arms to wrap ‘round her,
Counsel her soul with infinitudes of compassion.
Inanna climbs out from the Earth, naked as herself,
Yet covered in the darkened soil smears of the Underworld,
And sings a wild song of rebirth to her heavenly heart.
And Artemis, shoots a flaming arrow into the breast
of a snickering demon that was about to leap upon her, snarling with fury;
It falls to the ground and melts into howling vapour…
A solitary tear, impassioned with purpose, zooms from her eye,
riding the magnetic rivers of her channels all the way to one of her nipples.
She follows the sensation, feeling the bell of her breast ringing with sensuous faith.
She centres in a sigh and another, returns her spine erect, invokes the Goddess…
Oh Great, Sacred Goddess, I am your priestess, your humble servant. Teach my pain to become wisdom. Help me guide from my wounds, not only my strength. Teach me to have compassion for what has befallen my sisters and my brothers…
She sighs, as her body begins to shimmer with energy,
and allows the tumult of tears,
opens the creaky gates of her temple so these tired, aching memories
can flow to the ocean outside, returning them to the cosmic womb.
She is more tender now, a little unfamiliar for her warrior soul,
And yet she knows, oh how she knows
That this softness billowing now from her radiant heart
Is manna for not only her
But the world starving for mother
For Great Mother.
I am yours, Great Mother! I serve you! Please guide me!
She intones, fiercely.
A vision comes to her as immediate response:
She feels her heart bursting open, exploding like a bomb, and then in all directions
A surging force; light
Spraying its golden hue all around
Upon a wasteland of a world, of decrepit lands, ruins, miseries upon miseries
Carrying a magical power of fertility
For all it blazes upon it transforms
These dark, demonic distortions
Cavorting into beauty, pastoral poetries of landscapes teeming with nature
Verdant hymns of life
Into Goddess, everywhere Goddess!
She is shaking as this happens, for her heart has become a pure channel
And nothing more
Beaming this indomitable mother love from Goddess Herself
Through her
And it is beyond intense
It asks for all of her
To hold this voluptuous frequency
And she holds
Her fury now turning to warrior will
Not the dissipations of fruitless rage
Her yogic skills directing its one-pointed ode
Of awareness and lazer-like intention
To hold hold HOLD!
I WILL LOVE THIS WORLD AWAKE!
She laments
She can see in the distance
Demons running for cover
As her heart’s storm of radiance obliterates them with alchemy
And they transform into flowers, trees, meadows, rivers, adorable animals
She screams as the final hiding places of pain in her heart
Are thrown into this continuum
I REQUIRE ALL OF YOU, MY DEAR.
ALL OF YOUR HEART.
ALL OF YOUR LOVE.
THE WORLD NEEDS THE FULL GOSPEL OF WOMAN.
OF MOTHER.
NOW!
She hears these words of encouragement and spies Isis floating above,
Her Wings shimmering, Her eyes warbling with wizardry
Piercing her and throwing courage on her heart’s incandescent fire
Commanding her to total surrender.
She holds her pain, no throwing away, no covering up
She welcomes it to this dance
And Her light blazes even more
Aye, waking the world,
Destroying evil
With love, a love that is beyond what she knew of
An enigmatic magic, all-powerful
All-mighty
The glory of Goddess
Love of love
The wizardry of the womb
From which this universe
Slipped from…
She lights the stick of palo santo and flings its thick, cleansing smoke around her
She dips a finger in her dark moonblood
And paints a large dot between her breasts
And then rays of a star
Breathing deeply into her womb
Her body thrilled with energy
As a small but profoundly felt smile
Curves on her lips.
She looks about her altar, at all the goddesses,
all the archetypal feminine forms, sacred objects, collecting it all within her soul
As she all at once
Is overflowing with reverence
As she feels the arms of all these glorious goddesses
These sacred sisters
Wrapping round her.
She brings her hands to her forehead and bows
Tears again
I offer my tears to you, oh Great Goddess
Thank you for these visions
Thank you
For everything…she says outloud
Tenderly
and though the day is darkening through the window
her altar still seems bright
as the light of her heart
continues to emanate
covering the world
with beauty…
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Darren Austin Hall Toronto, Ontario
Darren Austin Hall is a sacred artist and holistic healer whose mystical musical offerings are renowned. His unique voice, a blend of overtone and intuitive chanting, is a powerful experience to behold. Darren is passionate about making music that speaks to the soul and creates devotional and transformative states. ... more
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